Sunday, February 12, 2017

Life is good when you have no expectations.

This Feb 3, I turned 31. Life is better.  I am way mature. All my worries were because I wasn't letting things to go. I was too hopeful, show off and full with expectations.

And I was a fool.

Now, I understand that all I can do is "do my best. " No need to worry about each and everything. People I am spending time with are few and closed to my heart. And most probably they calm and relaxed in their own live. They are those smart people who have figured out their lives. They are settled. They don't react.

I still don't know which way to go. But, yeah !

Doing my best !

 I am done with my MS course work. Yaaay !!! Now thesis is here. It is a big thing for me. Winter is about to go which means I can long day hours, which means I could take more pics.

Saturday, January 7, 2017

My home is my heaven.

I got up bit relaxed. It's unusual. Most of the time there is some sadness and hoplessness. Today, there was nothing like that. I am loving home. It is a blessing to be in my heaven.

Saturday, December 31, 2016

Welcome 2017

2016 was such a nice year for or me. Every day was better than yesterday. In a nut shell it gave me a lot. I travelled twice. I meet so many people, and while meeting them I  found my ownself somehow. I made new friends. I realized how fool is to talk alot. I got serious about so manythings. I did my best as much humanly possible as I could in my field. There are still so much I don't know. Patience and wisdom comes with time. Things have been un folding in front of me. I am way mature. I ring in new year with hope for better, for peace and prosperity. Happy new year !

Tuesday, December 27, 2016

A Ten Minute Walk.

S, and I got off before our stop. We usually walk and talk. But today I had my camera with me. So we walked, she talked  and I clicked. Nothing much, as we have to reach the uni before 9 am. I took portraits of random strangers. Clicking while walking is definitely not that easy. I have to do it anyhow because of the fear of uncertainty back in my mind. I have no idea when I will do it again.

Today weather is just perfect. My kinda winter. I am glad it is not much cold in Karachi this time around. My Ferozi shawl is enough for me.  We walked for like 10 minute hardly. When I reached the uni my huliya wasn't that presentable. No kajal, no lipstick.

Who cares, wsey bhi?

I ran straight to upstairs to sign in. It wasn't 9 am yet.

Monday, December 19, 2016

Big massive tree in one corner of backyard.

My university's backyard is the place where I sit alone and reflect when things bother me. This place is quite after 4:30 pm. There is this massive tree in one corner. It is so beautiful. Winter is about to come. Sky is so blue these days. Now it gets dark so early. I sit there for half an hour today. There are few things in my life I am unable to understand. The are fine actually. Just my exceptions are so much.  I hope against hope all the time.