Mother's day is here .I did not know that it is this day ,unless my neighbors little son told me ,who was making a card for his mother .I never make any card for my Ami, and never show my love to her.So,today I am gonna write about her, and tell her that I love her so much .
Mothers are most beautiful creature God has ever created.And, I know,every mother in this world is so special.Whether it is your Ma or my Ami.They are blessing in our lives.My Ami is also like any other mother in this world ......caring ,loving , kind ,supportive ,always there for me and beautiful from inside and out .
She has sacrificed her whole life for us (Fi , Ai and I ).I love Ami not because she gave me birth but because she gave me the life I wanted to live and put her self behind.She doesn't wear fancy cloths, do makeup or anything .She is the most plain women who works hard besides with my father to rise us .We are middle class people and she does everything she can do.
She still doesn't let me touch house chore .I love cooking but kitchen is her territory .I don't know how come she has that much energy that she cooks three time meal one before going to work,and others before time .Home clean.Everything done.
Yesterday ,my sis ,Fi,was so exhausted from her tough studying routine .She is working so hard for her engineering exams ,wakes up at 6 a.m .However Ami was so worried for her,came back early with her favorite stuff.She does this for all three of us .Still treats us like we are toddles .She stayed a wake all the time to make sure that she is OK.She might get tired for our comfort,but we never say thank you to her .We feel that it is her duty to do so.
I am always crying and complaining ,put all blame of my failure on her .But she prays for our well being .It is true hat mother's prayer never goes unheard .God always listens it .Heaven is underneath her foot .
"""I remember my mother's prayers and they have always followed me.
They have clung to me all my life."" ~Abraham Lincoln
I know ,I am a girl and one day I will go to another house .It's creep me out .How will I survive with out this woman,who never lets me do anything and treats me like princes. You have spoiled me,Ami.Wallah, I can not decide/do anything with out her.She is my anchor. Because ,Papa and you doesn't have your family hear ,so we, your children become your best friends and your family .You talk with me about your problems and stuff too.You are just not mother, a dear friend too.Why you loves me like that ?
I study just because of her.She inspires me to study more ,other wise I was about to leaving it after high school.It makes her happy./.She wants all three of us to be very educated and nice .I think her two are like that ,not me ;(.I know our little little success make her so proud .She talks about us with others like we are some prince and princes in this world .I am so safe and happy in her arms .I get jealous when she loves Fi or Ai more .
All the decisions she took so far for me are best .I always tell her my complains ,cries ,dramas and anger and she is so so damn patience to listen all my crap .She knows what to do when I cry.She knows what is good for me.All I want to say is What ever bad things I have is because of me;and what ever good things I have is because of YOU , Ami .
I want to return all the love you gave me ,but I know it is impossible .You have done so much extra ordinary for us .I love you, Ami .Please forgive me .I am so bad and selfish to you .
I also pray that all mother in this world stay happy ,healthy and safe,amen.
Happy Mother's Day .