When ever I like some one I like them beyond reckoning. On the other hand if I don't like someone no matter how much some one push me I will never be able to get along well with them.
And there is no criteria or any thing particular on which I say I like them for. Like people say they like funny people, they like smart people, they like talkative... open kinda people, etc, etc.
There is not such thing in my life.
It is just I dunno, I never mull over about it why I like this peep until now when I attended one religious gather. The lady scholar said God love those people who love each other for him........ for his sake only. She further said its kinda worship.
Over all, if my mood good, and peep is OK, I am friendly. If peep is just like me, and giving good vibes I'm super hyper in a good way, OK .
Mean to say with some peeps it is way essay to hit off. If things don't go well I give chances, rabbit on, however if still it's not hitting off then this a sign that person is never gonna be my friend.
You know, like sometimes there are so many people around us and we don't feel close enough to be with them for what whatever reason, we just don't feel connected, and sometimes totally strangers becomes so closed. It seems pretty normal to me, because it is quite impossible to be friend with everyone.
It's needs lots of balls to be that good, you know.
Like I feel insure sometimes, like they judging me. And I have prove. So instead of opening can of warms I prefer to avoid them. However you bump into each other occasionally especially if that rotten soul is so called relative .
I just say Aselamalikum, Hi or hello, and move on.
Well, the point of this post is that, many time my heart is still not that clean about those mean people I love them even for the sake of God. I do try, but they keep hurting me.
Of course problem is in me. It's my life I could forget and forgive, but I am not forgetting it. I am keeping their record.