I don’t believe in evil eyes, karma, superstitions stuff, and old wife tales at all. These are crap, and nothing else. And I ain't that low life who is jealous of others. In the nut shell I am quite happy in my own (fool's) paradise.
On the other hand I felt few things lately in my real life too, but did not gave much attention to them. My tawakkul, (trust) in Allah is more stronger than the concept of evil eyes. If he has to bless me then no human can jinx it.
Then couple of days ago I was discussing my financial and other problem with some one, who is quite a spiritual, told me about the notion of evil eyes.
She advised not to show off much. (Oh, I forgot to tell ya, I am a big show off too, even if I have zilch, I show it off). She said you are having these problems because of the evil eyes. And she advised not to dishing out about my self is the only way to keep things safe, esp my success. Don't share neither happiness, nor problems with everyone, because everyone is not your well wisher. There are few people who are jealous with you.
She explained there are few sad asses who want to destroy others blessing because it was not given to them in the first place. They do this with their glance...........look. This jealousy is in their soul. They grew up like that. Maybe they play on happy, but inside their heart want more, and one can never finds out what is in others heart, so better keep your things bottled.
OK, yes, I know there are always some who are jealous of me, will always be....Sorry I can't help them.
So many times I have been targeted by others for being too smart. I know I am crying out but this is true. They do create problems, but this evil eye thingy is too much for me. How could some one be that rottenly powerful that his or her look can cause misfortune to other human ?
And if there is Allah (God) to protect me then he will protect me from these peeps and their negative energies. And how come evil eyes can beat fate? Is there no Allah (God) ?
But after listening to the details I am about to mull over there is no Allah (God) to protect me. Human's evil eyes are stronger.
God forbid, I hope I am totally wrong, and due to my problem I am feeling this week, will snap out soon.
OK, I tell ya what if I have any problem with anyone around me I have guts to knock on her face, and ask " You got any problem, may I help you?"
( Oh, yes they are mostly females with whom I don't get alone with, men are quite wrap around my finger. No beef with them).
And If I have a cheerful personality like people say, or I am smart and popular it is just because I have been hard yakking on my self. And there is no pride in it. I just don't not waste my time in crying why she is so popular among people, or why she has this or that ? I see others success, stuff I appreciate them and try to be good like them. That is it.
Why this is so hard for others ?
And there are so many things I still don't have in my life............. material wise, still I don't care about it. I don't cry. I freaking love my self, most of the time cheerful, sometimes super hyper, and always in an airy fairy world. So I don't give damn to others, their I phones, gadgets, dresses, and blah blah. I also gossip a lot . This is quite a best way to get off chest anything or anyone bothering you.
This attitude has also made me a go getter. I go and grab what I want. I like any guy, want to flirt with him. I just go and hit him.
Just take this, my younger sister is about to get married, OK. Every one is giving me wired look, and asking am I OK?
Are they OK?
Why would I be sad. It is her decision, and when my time will come I will tie a knot too. You know, like they are thinking maybe I be sad or something , because she is getting married before me. NO, I am not sad.
Then what much can I show off when I have zilch. OK, yeah I do bak bak............... talking, but these talking are mostly about my self only. I am not those, tight lip peep. I have my own so many gossips to dish out. You will always find me in cheerful, in chatting mood, no matter what the hell going on in my personal life.
I knew that one should not mess up with broken hearts, sad peeps because their curse (ahh) will bear on.
Oh, C-mom !
I am also very broken heat, but I never do ahhhh that it cause others problem. I also have problems, but I can't complain. wah. If someone mess up with me I let that person go, just cause he/ she is sad?
This jealousy is a disease. And jealous people faces are ugly.