I am little emo right now. My aunt just has left for Canada. Dunno when I will see her again. Soon my sis will go there too.
I just hate it. Canada is million miles away. It has taken so many peep of mine. Even my so many fav peeps are millions miles away. I am definitely not happy with this distance thing. And when I think about Fi ...my sis, going there too, it freaks me out.
I can't stop them. This is fate. This is life. Those places would be better for them. I just miss everyone who has left Karachi.
This aunt is not just my aunt. She is like a mother...............Someone with whom I spent my whole childhood. She also loves me like a daughter. There is no parda between us. I do cry in front of her, I yell, and still she never says anything to me. The way she puts up with me, hardly any one can do. I just do whatever I want do, and she never judge me. Her love for me, my family and her other nieces and nephews is just so unconditional.
When her immigration came in 2008, I was sooo soo damn angry. I didn't want her to go. I cried like hell. Today when she is going back after spending one amazing month with us I have been crying so much.
( Come back soon ;(...I love you so much ).