We are in a relaxation mode. Sometimes I do too much. It is not obsession but a fear. I have been through a lot. It is a fear of losing him.
Relationships require work, time and patience. Working on something from the starch is not possible for me. Neither I have anymore strength to do so. And why me? I don't want to be fool any more.
Things are uncertain, still. Maybe it is just a friendship. But it is OK. There is no need to desperate about him or anyone. As time is passing I am understanding about being Okay with me. There is no anxiety or depression.