It has been a year since things have changed a lot in my life. I lost track, got back. Lost track, and got back again. There is still a lot I am unable to figure out. Like seriously. There is lots of lots of anger of not knowing basic things. How come others around me have figured all out?
It is a long story. And long story short, I guess I lack discipline. My psychical health suffered. Can you believe how much weight I have had gained and then all other problems came with it? Just because of no movement. I was feeling like a loser. And isolating my self in real was the only solution I could think of. Staying in my room as much as I could. And thinking and thinking what I am doing wrong. I figured out few things:
trust God
life is really short
let go everything
peace is important
talk less
share less
do less
meet less only relevant and right people.
go out, but for walking and physical activities for betterment.
no one is yours.
you are on your own
parents are only real people
whatever is yours will come to you
I am in a much better place. So much peace. I was fighting so many unnecessary battles. This isolation was must needed thing, otherwise I would have had lost my mind. I am planning to re start my good healthy activities.
Today is the second day of Eid AlAdha here in Khi. I spend it quietly. AllhumduAllah
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