It was a slow day.

It was quite difficult in the beginning but now I have so much self control. Thing don't effect me any more. It was a slow day. I am getting into sitting straight for all day. A, asked me why I am not doing lunch with them.

It is my inability to let go. Most of the time things are not that much. It is me who blows it outta proportion. They all have moved on. But there is a constant chatter going on in my head. This energy is killing me. I just argue and fight for no valid reason.

I want a joint and a duck boy.