Gone case.

I met A. It was so outta blue. He was in my mind but never had I ever thought about meeting him like that. When we met ( in last year November), I was in a total different world. My dad just came back home after open heart surgery. And that whole ordeal was so trying.  

Therefore, I was quite and able to listen to him. He has gone through a lot in his life. I know he is stubborn nd egoistic by nature/ He is charming too. He has fought his demons. But there was shallowness. There was hurry and there was no connection.

No one wants that anymore.

People hide their emotions and feelings. Sitting, talking and connecting is a gone case. 

Life here is mechanical and calculated. Anything outta it is asking for trouble. Therefore, people live with cautions. A is a brave soul. This is what I like about him. But he is "not talking."

Actually no one wants  to talk. As a firm believer of talking my heart out to anyone, it is a blessing. 

Talking your heart out is consider waste of time. Or people only talk to their people. If you ask me, this is the biggest scam. There is no such thing as "our people." It is our illusion that only certain people will listen or understand. And this is why adults are unable to make new connection or "friends."

What if that your person is not able to process your ideas and situation? There could be any reasons for that. 

Things happened to him are because of his bold nature. He is now in his shell. This is safest thing he can do. 

I wish him best. 

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