There are always some days when I do literally nothing. And I am loving it. It is Saturday. I am at home. There is nothing better than that. Went out for a walk and bought lunch for me and mom, as we are outta gas since tomorrow.
Back in days, I used to feel this is as a sin to waste a day. Now, I find it blessing. I just speared myself thing and burnt out.
Who am I ?
What products I am producing when I am so productive?
This laziness is true to me. The winter longs night are so healing. Everything is at its right place.
The more I have let go, the more I am relax and more organized. This is helping me to think clearly, solve problems, and make decisions. I actually cant express in words how clam I am feeling in this venture of slow down life. I feel safe in this quietness and calmness. I am just catching up on all the years it didn't have the stillness. It takes a lot of effort and time to get heal from trauma.
There are few workshops coming next week. I will try my best to attend them.
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