Monday, December 12, 2011

My James Franco

Not in a mood of proper ranting .Everything is pretty normal at my side .I am writing this at the end of my  normal day .Same morning .Same evening .Only days are passing . I am feeling lonely.Cherry on the top .Nothing much to do at a moment. It is quite boring these days .May be this is December. Getting colder day by day .Winter here stays for not more than 2 months . Shawl and scarf  is enough for me.Sweaters are so nerdy and unsexy.

Already there is no one to  like me and now with layers of woolen sweater who is gonna like me :(? December will run away just like whole boring year passed . Life will be same same . Next year in Feb I be 26 .You you believe.I be 26 and single.Goddammit ! I should have 4 little house apes running around by now .Beating my self. Almost all my friends have been  paired up ,engaged or married and I' have not meet my soul mate , who loves me , whose world move around me .

Usually, I am gleeful but form past two week I am self scrutinizing . What the hell I am doing  so  wrong ?Am I so ugly ..so fat ..or not good enough to be someone's wife/gal ?In the end of the day I am human I also want someone.I just don't want to be on my own anymore. Dating  is no more attracting to me. It just don't work here .On the other hand, I ain't that dare to play it properly .Lying at home just not my thing .If I have to fall in love I would trumpet it to whole vein world.

I haven't   experience  true love  yet. I know that my soulmate is out there, but million dollar question is when I will meet   him ? It is good to have someone nice around . Hold me and touch me . Some one who walk with me in life.I want to be with someone 's eye candy ,sweet heart and babe.Whose center of attraction be me.Who loves me and only loves me.Never every look other woman.I be his whole universe.

And who looks like him :

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                                             James Franco



Am I asking too much ?

36 comments:

  1. You are right- your soul mate is out there. It will be worth the wait when you find him, even if he doesn't look like James Franco. :)

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  2. Just wait, I did until I was 30 and it was worth it!

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  3. I love James Franco! Yum! :p

    Just think...there is a season for everything and the single season is something to embrace, because you only get to experience that once in your life before "The One" enters your life! Everything will fall into place at the right time in your life. I've learned not to compare my life to everyone else's and just enjoy mine :)

    Your beautiful, so smile!

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  4. oh my.. what a man?? Uhmmm.. actually he's cute! lols. But you know what my friend? Everybody loves someone who will love them, who will hug them and be the apple of his eye too, and 26 it's not yet old my dear, you're on the right track to think all the good things about choosing the right one, he will be infront of you soon,:)But for the meantime, hug and trust your pillow it can comfort you,uhmmmm..lols. Blessed day/evening to you!:)

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  5. Izdiher don't feel bad.
    I'm 22 and single, so many of us want to find ther soulmate.
    Don't lose your hope good things suddenly happen without waiting for them.
    Wish you to find what you're looking for.
    PS I don't like James Franco.
    Send you a big hug and kiss!!!
    Miss Starshiny

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  6. Aww sweetie soon you will find him, no worries :)

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  7. Hey Izdiher!

    Age 26 is still too young in today's standard. I got married when I was 30. Some women got married at 40 nowadays.

    Don't get married for the reasons that every girl at your age is already married, or that it's the thing to do or that you are getting older, etc. Marriage is sacred and when you are ready, you will meet the love of your life and live happily ever after.
    Maybe you have a higher calling then being a wife and a mother, for now. That moment will come soon enough. Marriages, like birth and death, have all been planned in heaven.

    At the moment, enjoy being single. You are free! Once you are a wife or a mother, there are so many things to take into consideration before you do anything. So, my advice for you is enjoy your single status. You will meet your soul mate when both of you are ready for each other.

    You are a sweet, smart, sassy girl. You are loved by your family and friends.

    For now, take care of yourself, live your life with purpose, love yourself more.

    Everything will be alright.

    Much love,
    Asni

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    http://paquetevistasbien.blogspot.com

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  9. i thought James is just my guy...lol..clearly not.

    Don't worry hun....lot to do in life other than getting married...but i know what you mean...

    i just turned 20 and i keep feeling i am so old and its about time i should get a boyfriend and tie him up till he marries me. Silly, i know!

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  10. Ok ok, those last two lines got me.
    *been screaming for 2 minutes coz of the cute hottie then burst out in laughter coz yeah, you're probably asking too much*
    Don't you worry. 26 is still young. I don't know if this will be any comfort for you but I'm 24 and single. I've had 7 screwed up relationships and I feel like giving up on love already. But like they say, misery loves company... So thanks for sharing. *smiles*
    In the mean time, this blogging community can be your babe, including me. Ha!

    Hi_D

    PS. I think big chunky sweaters can be sexy.

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  11. 26 is not old at all! You have plenty of time to meet Mr Right (who looks like James Franco...mmm) and settle down :)

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  12. I want another Ali Zafar, with a deep, intoxicating voice, high intelligence, great sense of humour. That isn't a LOT to ask for? My search is on too :) Insha'Allah, we will get someone soon. xox :P

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  13. :) sweetheart patience! Im sure your soul mate is screaming and shouting right now wondering where you are too :) cheer up inshaAllah you two will meet very very soon :)

    And once you two meet and set the date for the wedding I'll invite myself and come LOL

    Patience Izdiher.. Good things take time to happen :)

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  14. sis he will come..maybe it is not yet the right time..or maybe he is just there..you just have to open your heart for him..*hugs*..I have been into a worst relationship that no woman have never dreamed of so I'd rather stay a single Mom..lesson learned:better to be single that being with a wrong guy..BUT God did give me now the right man my soulmate and I am more than happy with him..Lesson learned: True Love waits and it will come at the Right Time :)

    *hugs*..love yah sis and smile ok ;)

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  15. love james


    ~ x♥x♥ :)
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  16. even i like james...cool guy...but selct a guy wit inner beauty too whch lasts longer...best of luck

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  17. No, you're not asking for too much! Who wouldn't want him?!?!?
    xoxo, signified secrets

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  18. He's out there! I promise. You have to go to the heart ache and loneliness before your soul mate and perfect person comes along :)

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  19. Thinking about you and hoping you find true and everlasting love soon! ((Hugs))

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  20. Don't worry sweet friend, he will show up when you will be both ready. I felt the same way at 26. I met my husband I was 28 and I just married this year at 30. I realized I was just not ready for married life before. Now all the struggling and waiting makes sense. It didn't 5 years ago!!!
    Be patient and trust God. I know it's not funny at all and I hope he will show up soon..........in the meantime much love from Ireland.xx

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  21. You're not asking too much. It's a matter of time. You'll meet your soul mate who's as hunky as James Franco.

    I understand how quiet it is for you. But as I said, it's only a matter of time. He's out there! Wishing you the best! :)

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  22. We have all been there.. there is always tht phase.. just before you meet your soulmate and then the doubts n worries all goes away.. it flies away... clearer beautiful skies ahead!!! Your sky is clearing.. hold on... it will happen. someday. There is joy in the waiting. hold on... your moment will come. :)

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  23. Be patient! love is around the corner and waitin.im sure about that!!! feel positive! happy holidays!
    xxx joan

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  24. What a beautiful heart felt post, yet again Izdiher you always make me laugh the end of the post was epic ;p
    It's actually every girls right to be loved and taken care of, my opinion is age is just a number and I don't mind staying single for as long as it takes, but when I get hitched I want it to be with the right person a person who will take care of me, love me, and respect me for the rest of our life.
    I did find true love and I would love to get married sooner rather than later, then again life is not easy :s Oh well elhamdella whenever god wants I accept :)
    Loving my banner sweets.. I've missed u I was under the weather and I'm back now :)
    Stay positive and funny as always :p

    MiMi
    Make-up Overdose

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  25. You are young! Enjoy your life!
    Two years ago, I didn't want a boyfriend, I was happy when I was single. But then he appeared. Love finds you when you don't look for it ;)
    xoxo

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  26. Thank you very much for following my blog - i appologize for beign MIA but I am back now with a new post! Check it out! oh and btw, i think i'm in love with James Franco. He's so random popping all about Hollywood, haha!

    - missshesaid.blogspot.com <3

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  27. Hi you have such a nice blog, it would mean a lot if you could check mine out to and if your interested in following me I will follow you back :)

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  28. Thanks so much for commenting on my blog and thanks so much for following, I followed you back :)

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  29. Thank you for your sweet comment on my blog.
    Hugs. Hope you find the "one"

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  30. Izdiher dear, you are still young, it will happen for you when the time is rigth for you, concentrate on other things, enjoy your carefree life while you can. I personally thing its the weather, and the fact that its December, the end of another year.. makes you think of what you have acheived or not during the year..I was feeling the same way a few days ago and when I read your post I almost cried!


    But then I remembered to have faith:
    "Leave the affairs to God, He is aware and knowledgeable about His servants."

    and remember if He brought you to it , He will bring you through it. This life is a test, and these are trials along the way, we must be patient..I'm not a patient person but I'm trying my best, and i know you are too, we all have our low days Sending you lots of love and warm wishes, xxx
    P.S May your Prince Charming come soon.. and mine too, Amen!

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  31. He is rather delicious isnt he! Missing you more and more and hoping that your festive season is full of fun and love! Pop by my blog sweetie and enter my giveaway!
    http://professor-barbie.blogspot.com/2011/12/100-new-friends-1-shiny-present.html

    Love you! Barbie xxx

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  32. nice one. haha. quite amusing.

    thanks for sharing your thoughts and ranting.

    hihi. assalam :)

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  33. Hang in there, you will find him when you least expect it:-)

    http://stylesoftamaranicole.blogspot.com

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  34. He is stunning. I'm in love too. Along with James dean..

    -kim

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  35. I am sure that one day you will find the big love !! James Franco is a really good choice, so cute :)

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