When I first started this blog I had no idea who will be reading it or coming over here.
Well, I met lotta peeps meanwhile blogging. Some got scared, and left instantly however some have became close friends and still with me.
I don't mind who left. What makes me sad is that hardly few Pak peeps read my blog. I dunno the reason. I'm a good desi girl, isn't? Anyway, so now peeps who follow me and read me (faithfully) are non-Pak. It is sad actually, you know. How will you understand our issues ? Remember Qaddafi's last interview to BBC. He said just the right thing " NO, you can't understand."....Yes, you can not understand, believe me, you can't.
Fun would be when desi peeps give their two cents. They don't read my blog.
Anyway, non-Pak peeps ask questions.
Actually they have questions. I don't mind answering them but remember my blog doesn't represent Pakistan, neither it represent anything else. It is just me, randomly blogging. Yes, I'm Pakistani. I have Pakistani pride I never hide but I'm ain't a blind patriot. To me patriotism is doing something better for country instead of writing, or talking! I believe in development, progress and prosperity by hook or cook.
Though there are so many sane and amazing blogs with impeccable English from Pakistan which paints pink pictures. They are high class, English speaking Pakistani, and more patriotic than me (waiting for their green card.....just joking!).
As you all know my English sucks big time. Most of the time I am repeating same, same sentences again and again. Before it used to take me two to three days to complete one post. Now I have gotten some flow. I am writing. Still there are many mistakes I am making . First, I thought that is they don't read me. No sweat.
Another thing, my point of views piss off. Sites like teabreak,pk and pakblogger.com type websites have kicked me out. sisterswhoblog.com 's membership is still pending. I'm only accepted in bloggers.com. It is more global.
Hey, if you there then add me. OK ?
That is why I am more careful with my big mouth. On the other hand, most of the time I am not that passionate enough to comment on every event or stuff going on over here. I can't close my eyes either. They are in my face. And you know what after writing them I feel so regret. I feel like.....damn it...can't I just shut the bakwas up!
So, when you ask questions about Pakistan, it scares me. I try my best to answer balance.
I am gonna start with a question, what is the meaning of my blog description.