Maybe it is because I have stalled doing things which used to make me happy. or maybe they are my eyes. They are big and like that. They don't lie. I didn't explain him anything though. There is no need to explain anything to anyone. Well, whatever it was, has been passed. I have alert face now. Being open about you has its down in real world. My problem is my emotions. They are on my face. Working so hard to regulated them. I am mostly smiling, showing my teeth, happy, sad for a while back to happy. It is consider a week point of mine.
My observation and experience had made me sure that people with controlled emotions, straight face and calculated talk are successful. I am opposite of all that. No one ever told me how to be calculated. Telling your feeling is considered complains. It has negative impact.
On a phone call with S, I told her straight I don't know. She wanted to know few info related to work as we are still on our summer break. Why I dish out any info to her? So, they later tell others that, she told me. Calculated and cunning behavior suffocate me. But this is the name of game.
I never had any set back because of my openness but it feels like it is not much appreciated.
It's good to be open but it does matter who is around you. I follow your blog now.
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