suck it up

With a passage of time it came down to me that I am a weak person who follows her heart. I am learning to say no. It is a constant struggle to control oneself and  not a wise thing thing to do. Life is a strange. Feeling every emotion is curse. One gotta be quite firm and strong. I can pat on my back that I am sucking up. Emotionalism serve no one. It will only fool you.