Strange time

This year's Ramadan was quite difficult for me. Since then I am kinda turn off..in the funk. It is like I have no more energy to have any desire. I got a good news and there is no emotion. It has always been my emotions which ruled over me. Today, there is void. 

Online classes has started. University is not gonna open till September. I am just dragging the classes.  It is also extremely hot these days.  Getting up early but ending up using Facebook and that too ...just scrolling. Going to Instagram, checking. This is the life " staying home" I was dying for. Now I am missing the whole routine, getting ready in the morning, buss  ride to university, shopping, exploring the city and my photo walks. How ungrateful I am. I was planning to start doing vlog style videos of my photo walk and a food Insta page. Then came Covid19. 

Seriously, no one knew 2020 would be such a bitch. 

Cases in Pakistan has reached up to 110, 829. There are record deaths just in one day.  Technically, there is no such lock down any more. Actually, lock down has failed. The cases are increasing day by day. Almost everything is open except educational institution, cinemas, parks, salons and marriage halls. Traders went to supreme court to reopen their business. Public did full fledged shopping for the Eid. It figures. 

But I am still at home since March 16. I don't know why I go out for? My Eids are always simple and quite. 

I am sure it is weather.