Note: I am talking about my past ,so for God's sake don't get emotional !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I have also edit the first two papa .
Personally I am in no position to tell you how to do makeup, and especially after that third class picture I published I reckon writing this post have no point .But still I am so dheait and besharam I will continue............
But about myself.
What kinda question is "why" . It's my blog that is why ,and I love showing off.I feel so high when everyone and I talk about my self.
But you know what ....I was never like that.You don't even know from where I am coming . How much I had hated everything about me when I was teenager .My height,my chubbiness,my skin,my eyebrows,my whole look.
I felt so hurt about being short and hated everyone tall around me . Yes I got offended when peep talks about my height but what can I do, right? God wants me to be short .I accepted that and moved one playing with my looks and face.
Only things was that I was never aggressive so I grew up fighting with my insecurities peacefully.Everything was in my heart .And my mother is also not very chic type mom.She does not use one single thing and never encouraged me to do anything.Even when I forced her to use all kinda junk. I am responsible for all my mistakes.So I did every stupidity on my own.
Bye the way they are so many .So many of them had been forgotten and faded with time.Some still there.At 7th grade I bleached my whole face and burned my forehead . At 9th grade I stared dieting and due to crash dieting I had health problems .Doctor warned me to eat!! I had done drag queen type makeup,went for skinny eyebrows,home tips,and many other awful crap.
In 2009 I used OCM and faced the music.
Now ......so much time has passed.I am no more insecure about anything.I have learned my lessons.I only go to salon merely for my eyebrow job after every four weeks ,rarely for other stuffs like manicure and pedicure, trimming ,waxing etc etc.
Our MUA uses so much white base .And everyone looks good in it ,not me ,though so this is my only reason for avoiding MUA otherwise they are magicians and they can turn you in to hero from zero.
White cake base is a big NO NO .
a)Too much makeup base makes me look like Aunty ji or vampire and no matter how much you beg them they do their creativity on your face.
b) I am slightly kaali and dusky so with this skin tone total white base turns me into gray .
c) I have grown up .I am kaali or dusky or whatever !!!! I don't care !!! I LOVE MY SELF !
I am also not gonna defend my race by saying south Asian -girls-are-most -beautiful-girls or dusky-is-sexy -monkey crap .There is no such thing . Every one is good looking in her own way.
Oh I tell you one more thing before talking in detail that our obsession with being Gori is not white Caucasian skin. This is a horse of totally different color .We like being fair not white .Fair is clean and light light brown in our dictionary .For that we do bleach,whiting creams and whiting facial.
Every other normal cleaner , toning,lotion , moisture,mask, soap is turning into whitening cleanser, whitening lotions, whitening moisturizer , whitening facial cleanser, and whitening foundation.Ponds,Oly,l’oreal, Garnier,new skin range products are" All White. "
And before you say something bakwas I tell you what majority of South Asians and even Middle Eastern girls prefer lighter skin .So I was not alone.Now a days Fairness creams are for boys too.Bingo!
For Desi girls being fair is pressure and sometime essential to get good husband .The boy's mothers who will reject you straight .Education,charter ,morels and bla bla are secondary things in their eyes.This is one of the main reasons than many others we go for it blindly.
However, these aunties are wasting your time, damaging your confidence and you making yourself fool by using these products .Instead of making you fair they will wipe out all the oil and your skin shine.Believe me no product can make you Gori.
These products have phenomenal sales in this region because they know we are fool for fair and that is why faring products sells.The sales person will give you 100 benefits of buying them. The fairness cream and bleach adds will mock you to death.
Please please don't bleach your whole face.I have been burned .This product is only to lighten side buns. Don't do it at first place.Go for threading but still if you feel threading grows out more dark hairs on face then go for it but only only for side buns not for whole face.
Have you ever seen a cloth with bleach spot on it ? Look at it carefully .It will fad color.Same we do with our skin when we use them they will fad our original color.
There fairness and whitening creams contains mercury and dexamethasone ____ components that causes skin cancer.Think 100 X that for pleasing others you are gonna play with your face.
Make is the name of game .Everyone should do it. It does magic.You just need to know tricks,techniques and practice, which will make your make up perfect.It ain't a mask either.It is meant to enhance your beauty ,not overwhelm it.
MU is everyone's personal choice . Some do more, some do less.So, enjoy makeup and be presentable.
Everyone is beautiful!